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Name: Brian
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Kansas City
Birthday: 12/17/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: In order: God, Family, Guitar, Music, other cool stuff


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Saturday, February 03, 2007

2-3-06
      What is a musician? Someone who plays music or someone who can touch the heart of God with a song? I have been challenged lately with finding God in my daily life and I have come to the conclusion that I have been misinterpreting all of what God has given me to do. I have taken it in such a way that I have done what was needed without looking for joy or peace or anything that should logically go along with what God has given you to do. Now I know that feelings do not always accompany an act of walking by the spirit but there should be some sign. And today I have been faced with the fact that it might not be attributed to God. I think that I am actually trying to do what God has called me to do by myself. So even though I can play all these complicated chords I don’t have the discerned presence of God when I practice. “Can you play one note? Play it for Me.” If I can evoke the power of God with one note I will without thought forgo all of my skill as a “musician” to be counted as a musician before the courts of heaven. Although I will count my hours of practicing scales as a loss. It will hurt to know that I did that without God. Now I do remember a time when God was in my practice times and they had life. Maybe it was just my excitement about music. Music is no longer exciting, it bores me for the most part. “When I play it’s like the room changes in one second.” “I was just humming a worship song and the whole atmosphere changed.” “God moves because of the things I sing.” I want to say that.

♫~Brian~♫


Monday, January 22, 2007

                   1-10-07

      So I have recently (I use that word too much) taken a gander at classic NES music. Although I don't really know what "gander" means, I did download 76 Nintendo video game scores ripped directly from the individual games by people who know way more stuff than I do. I also have 19 Gameboy files, 18 SNES, 3 Sega, but my real passion is in the 99 original songs that are being made today outside of the gaming industry.

      It all started with a campout dubbed "hippy night". I was there with my dad's acoustic guitar, I don't have one of my own. We had come together to just hang out and worship God. There were a few guitarists there but one stood head and shoulders above the rest in talent. His name is Russell, and he can play that six-string better than anybody I have ever seen before. And one of my favorite covers he did was the Super Mario Brothers theme. Yes, Mario. It completely stunned me. It set me on a quest to play a video game song myself. I decided to start with the underground song from Mario.

      I had no idea how to learn this song. I started with just trying to find some way to listen to the song. I downloaded a little Mario-esqu flash game and got stuck on actual video games not just the music. This went on for a while. And through it I discovered emulators and roms that allow you to play video games on your computer.

      I think my timeline is a little off because all this happened before the campout. Ohh yeahh, I saw Russell before the campout. It was then that I tried to find out how to play Mario. At the campout Russell gave me this bit of advice "Yeah, listen to movie scores for inspiration." Which got me back on the quest with a slightly differed direction. So I returned to Google with my quarry and found a site that pointed to other sites with midi songs in varying styles, one being movie themes. I found lots of good stuff there. Star Wars, Jurassic Park, Jaws, and many others I thought could be looked into further but something else had already caught my attention, tv themes.

      I had the most nostalgic time sorting through some of my favorite tv shows that I had forgotten about. Including but not limited to Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Rocky and Bullwinkle, Darkwing Duck, X-men, Peanuts, Action Man, Batman Beyond, Anamaniacs, so many good shows.

      I also got off on classical music, Bach, Mozart, Pachelbel. And then eventually it lead to modern music such the likes of Creed, Linkin Park, ACDC, The Blues Brothers, Evanescence, and others. No Christian though, I couldn't find any good ones for some reason.

      So then I was off on a midi stint and downloaded midi maker and made my own midis. I checked out other peoples midis, and I figured out that if you download a midi and you have anvil studio you can look at the notes. But it took me forever to figure out how to download midis because it would just play them in windows media player and I couldn't find my temp internet files folder. I did get back on the path to video game music though and listened to a bunch of midis at this one site swpnet.home.se/~w-22134/nmm/mitten.html. Where I learned about Castlevania and the incredible music of Mega Man, not to mention Zelda, Mario, Metroid and Kid Ikarus.

      Then in my wanderings on cyberspace I came across OC Remix. Where they have high quality remixes of famous video game songs. I got a couple from there but then discovered Chipamp. Which works with Winamp to play original music from the games. So suddenly I was engulfed in a world of 8bit drums and swirling square waves, dancing amidst a realm of adventure. Needless to say, it was all very cool.

      This led me to 2a03.org where I learned of a whole community of chiptuners who make this kind of music as a serious hobby, not just remaking the music of yesteryear but actually creating new music with the nostalgia of Nintendo. Having made lots of midi files and being very unsatisfied with the quality I was willing to try out a tracker used to make NES music. I looked at several but they didn't really make sense. One however looked very practical so I decided to really make this a pronounced endeavor. The results can be viewed at 2a03.free.fr, just look for Beacon Lights of Jupiter. So now I think that micromusic is the newest form of music/industrial rebellion. I will always play guitar but this will hopefully lead me into a deeper place where my guitar can have an outlet that is quite different than what everybody else is doing.

♫~Brian~♫

1-11-07

      Jesus is my only God. Jesus is my only God. JESUS IS MY ONLY GOD. Purity is needed in America. Holiness is sorely lacking in our nation. I myself am distracted by more things than I would like to try to count. And it is all a fleeting cerebral manipulation. A passing thought. A dying desperate attempt to make sense of anything. A dark pillar that we lean against for reassurance and entertainment when we feel bored. I'm not rooted nearly deep enough to withstand the onslaught we face in the USA everyday.

      All of this stems from several things that took place today, a pointless excursion to a used CD place, an over extended visit to Best Buy, two movies; one being a comedy routine by a ventriloquist who was more or less obsessed with sexual jokes, and the second being Serenity which is a futuristic cowboy movie focusing on a girl who is "psychic" both were pretty good (the first made me laugh and hate myself for doing so, the second was alright aside from being a little weird). Shopping was utterly horrendous because I stayed in the DVD section which I do not do all that much, and I could see very little that wasn’t unrated or demonically inspired, or just downright evil. In fact this one video caught my eye, it was called house of a 100 corpses, which looked about 20 years old, and the review on the front said something like this: “A masterpiece of demonic genius.” So it wasn’t too difficult for me to assume which side of heaven they were coming from.

      And the CD’s I looked at, God have mercy! People actually listen to this death-trash? That very well could have been the category a fair amount of these CD’s would have gone in, death-trash.

      Which was all contrasted with the International House of Prayer. My Lord, I am unworthy to be called your son! I felt like the prodigal son.

      So what it comes down to is I need to first: ground myself in the ever-near presence of God on a daily basis to silence the voices that shriek my name, and second: to never invest in the kingdom of darkness with my time or money.

      I don’t feel deep enough to pray, I don’t feel deep enough to write. I am shallow. Unavoidably shallow. I do not love God as I say I do. God change me! For I lack the power to change myself.

♫~Brian~♫


Saturday, October 07, 2006

Currently Listening
Failure On
By Beloved (US)
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10-7-06
        I believe I have just learned that someone I knew has died recently. Not by shear accident nor by natural causes but by the malicious deeds of men. Killed. Robbed of dignity, left for someone else to find and deal with. Cast aside like a soiled napkin. For what? Conveneince? Why do we live in a destructive world? Why do we do what feel like? Why are human lives the cost of our happiness? And why don’t we care? Why don’t the things on the news hurt us? And if just hearing about it isn’t enough we have multitudes of movies to graphically show us how it’s done. Murder. Rape. Theft. Immorality. Except we pay to see that. Who are we?

Matt 6:24

24 No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

(KJV)

         If your god requires a blood offering, will you give it? If your comfort requires you to get an abortion, will you? If the amount of food on the table begs you to steal, are you going to? If the person next to you is keeping you from the only clean water in the city, what will you do? What can we do except what our culture has programmed us to do? Take. The morality of the media is one of instant gratification. Although it has been this way for sometime for every gadget to make life easier, for every pill to make life hurt less, for every movie to escape into. But now it is us who adhere to its doctrine.
       We are guilty of the first commandment. Thou shalt have no other gods before Me. Therefore we have let in the rest of the sins that break the commands of God almighty. He who created your very personality, and gave life so that you could honor Him.

Luke 12:4-5

4 And I say unto you my friends, Be not afraid of them that kill the body, and after that have no more that they can do.

5 But I will forewarn you whom ye shall fear: Fear him, which after he hath killed hath power to cast into hell; yea, I say unto you, Fear him.

          We say we have no idols when we are our idol. What does American Idol mean to you? Just a title, or a reason to weep? This story in Ezekiel fitly describes what is now and what is coming to America. Weep, all you who read it’s haunting message.

Ezekiel 8:1-9:10

CHAPTER 8

1 And it came to pass in the sixth year, in the sixth month, on the fifth day of the month, as I sat in my house with the elders of Judah sitting before me, that the hand of the Lord GOD fell upon me there.

2 Then I looked, and there was a likeness, like the appearance of fire-- from the appearance of His waist and downward, fire; and from His waist and upward, like the appearance of brightness, like the color of amber.

3 He stretched out the form of a hand, and took me by a lock of my hair; and the Spirit lifted me up between earth and heaven, and brought me in visions of God to Jerusalem, to the door of the north gate of the inner court, where the seat of the image of jealousy was, which provokes to jealousy.

4 And behold, the glory of the God of Israel was there, like the vision that I saw in the plain.

5 Then He said to me, "Son of man, lift your eyes now toward the north." So I lifted my eyes toward the north, and there, north of the altar gate, was this image of jealousy in the entrance.

6 Furthermore He said to me, "Son of man, do you see what they are doing, the great abominations that the house of Israel commits here, to make Me go far away from My sanctuary? Now turn again, you will see greater abominations."

7 So He brought me to the door of the court; and when I looked, there was a hole in the wall.

8 Then He said to me, "Son of man, dig into the wall"; and when I dug into the wall, there was a door.

9 And He said to me, "Go in, and see the wicked abominations which they are doing there."

10 So I went in and saw, and there-- every sort of creeping thing, abominable beasts, and all the idols of the house of Israel, portrayed all around on the walls.

11 And there stood before them seventy men of the elders of the house of Israel, and in their midst stood Jaazaniah the son of Shaphan. Each man had a censer in his hand, and a thick cloud of incense went up.

12 Then He said to me, "Son of man, have you seen what the elders of the house of Israel do in the dark, every man in the room of his idols? For they say, 'The LORD does not see us, the LORD has forsaken the land.'"

13 And He said to me, "Turn again, and you will see greater abominations that they are doing."

14 So He brought me to the door of the north gate of the LORD'S house; and to my dismay, women were sitting there weeping for Tammuz.

15 Then He said to me, "Have you seen this, O son of man? Turn again, you will see greater abominations than these."

16 So He brought me into the inner court of the LORD'S house; and there, at the door of the temple of the LORD, between the porch and the altar, were about twenty-five men with their backs toward the temple of the LORD and their faces toward the east, and they were worshiping the sun toward the east.

17 Then He said to me, "Have you seen this, O son of man? Is it a trivial thing to the house of Judah to commit the abominations which they commit here? For they have filled the land with violence; then they have returned to provoke Me to anger. Indeed they put the branch to their nose.

18 "Therefore I also will act in fury. My eye will not spare nor will I have pity; and though they cry in My ears with a loud voice, I will not hear them."

CHAPTER 9

1 Then He called out in my hearing with a loud voice, saying, "Let those who have charge over the city draw near, each with a deadly weapon in his hand."

2 And suddenly six men came from the direction of the upper gate, which faces north, each with his battle-ax in his hand. One man among them was clothed with linen and had a writer's inkhorn at his side. They went in and stood beside the bronze altar.

3 Now the glory of the God of Israel had gone up from the cherub, where it had been, to the threshold of the temple. And He called to the man clothed with linen, who had the writer's inkhorn at his side;

4 and the LORD said to him, "Go through the midst of the city, through the midst of Jerusalem, and put a mark on the foreheads of the men who sigh and cry over all the abominations that are done within it."

5 To the others He said in my hearing, "Go after him through the city and kill; do not let your eye spare, nor have any pity.

6 "Utterly slay old and young men, maidens and little children and women; but do not come near anyone on whom is the mark; and begin at My sanctuary." So they began with the elders who were before the temple.

7 Then He said to them, "Defile the temple, and fill the courts with the slain. Go out!" And they went out and killed in the city.

8 So it was, that while they were killing them, I was left alone; and I fell on my face and cried out, and said, "Ah, Lord GOD! Will You destroy all the remnant of Israel in pouring out Your fury on Jerusalem?"

9 Then He said to me, "The iniquity of the house of Israel and Judah is exceedingly great, and the land is full of bloodshed, and the city full of perversity; for they say, 'The LORD has forsaken the land, and the LORD does not see!'

10 "And as for Me also, My eye will neither spare, nor will I have pity, but I will recompense their deeds on their own head."

(NKJ)

Have mercy Lord Jesus!

May you weep bitterly,
-Brian, lamenter of sin


Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Currently Listening
Everyone Here Is Wrong
By The Working Title
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       It’s high time for me to espouse my newest form of expression (more or less), it takes place on a site known as myspace and the name I have chosen to express it’s amazing sense of unearthly revelation is Beacon Lights of Jupiter.

       Anywho, so I just made myself a free site for my musical musings and no there was no reason for the name that I chose, but if you think about it beacons are to warn or lead ships when they can’t see the way. And for them to be all of the way out on Jupiter speaks of the level of deception we are dealing with in today’s society.

       All of the songs came out of simple improvisation, none have any logical progression to them. This style was inspired by my times of practice and because of one song I got off of the internet. It was on a guitar site and it seemed to be a place to show off your chops or something, and one song close to the end caught my eye. The name of it was Drop D, I think, and it was a lone bass player just fiddling around with his low E string but moved on to other strings and melodies. I thought it was great, I even found it in my temporary files and kept it so I could listen to it more. I’m not sure why I liked it, there wasn’t anything spectacular about it, probably because it reminded me of myself. So here is my contribution to the raw talent of incredible unknown Godly musicians everywhere. I don’t know if anyone will appreciate it much save the chosen few and I.

Seek it out (as opposed to check),

www.myspace.com/beaconlightsofjupiter

And an unfinished purevolume,

www.purevolume.com/beaconlightsofjupiter

PS. Does anyone know how to change the colors and stuff on myspace? White is boring.

 

Pioneer the frontier,

And lose your useless fears,

-Brian


Sunday, August 13, 2006

Currently Listening
Here Is Life
By Seth Parks
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Hello!

Today I'm doing my post right on the spot, dial-up beeping and all.

Is there life on mars? Just wondering. Hey maybe there's life on Earth!

I think there should be garlic in restaurants instead of just salt and pepper.

Did you know that when you hit enter on this thing it makes another line in-between the last line you made.

There is great revelation comming out of my fingertips right now.

One day I'm going to have a band by the title of the Beacon Lights of Jupiter, either that or Jacknuwitz.

Um, sorry about all the unsupported claims today I feel wierd after the first week of orientation at my college. Have I said anything about that yet? Obviously not if I haven't said anything at all in several months. So yeah I'm in Forerunner Music Accadamy (it's with IHOP) and my major is sound engineering. I start tommorow and it's going to be hectic, they're going to have 24 hours a week of prayer room time, and required reading and all this stuff and stuff.

Alright I'm out.



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